I'm so sorry to hear about your wife; you and your family are in my prayers.
Peace and prayers,
I am so very sorry to hear about Jan's passing. Please accept my sincere condolences. I corresponded with Jan a bit regarding her problems with hydration. I was the one who tried the octreotide injections to try to slow the motility of my remaining digestive tract, something that Jan was looking for information about at one time. I realize she had just an awful time these past couple years. Please don't think you've failed her, you obviously were her advocate and she spoke highly of you. My heart goes out to you.