Me, I'm so sorry that you're not able to eat without being in pain. My heart goes out to you. Can you drink anything without getting spasms? If so, maybe you could have a protein shake to take away your hunger or juice some fruit and veggies in a juicer. V-8 makes a strawberry banana 100% juice drink that is good. You have to get some nutrition somehow. TPN and fluids by IV would be another option, if you can't tolerate anything by mouth. Can they do the surgery any sooner than October 22?