Honey, if I could lose 20 lbs, I'd love it. You happened to shock me when you said you wanted to gain wait (most of us want to lose lolol). It is very normal to feel "off" and have some emotional/depression/fatigue when your thyroid is off. I feel that way all the time, and I too have the same problem, except that I was supposed to start my medication, methimazole, today. I won't be taking it again, after I had an allergic reaction so I am awaiting further instructions from the doctor.
Don't Care Bout Nuffin No More, Guess I shouldnt even be in this world