Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 10/15/2008 12:29:24 PM (GMT-6)
Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 11/5/2008 5:20:47 AM (GMT-7)
It's very hard isn't it? Don't you just get angry and hate life? I have certainly paid my dues and to have to watch a parent go through this is the ultimate punishment. I don't know if I am angry, hurt or confused. I don't even know whether it is my mothers punishment or mine. It can't be hers because she is always so kind and caring. Me, on the other hand, maybe through some of the crappy choices I made in my life, it is mine. I just hate it.