Post Edited (mynameis) : 1/21/2008 12:31:17 PM (GMT-7)
I am glad you feel safe here and can get your feelings out on the table. I know how mean and nasty teens can be, why I don't know but they can be really bad. I was not the most gorgeous girl in High School either and I had a stepmom that put me down, called me fat etc. I just now with the help of therapy have learned to start to throw out all that old garbage cluttering my head.
I am not who those people said I was, I am a good and decent person and I had to learn to love me and let go of my feelings of insecurity. It takes a lot of work and I still fall back into old patterns. Anger is easy because you feel hurt and you want to make it right somehow but there is no good way to change the past, only move forward. Channel that anger into good use.
Know that you are a wonderful and caring person, your smart and witty and you have a whole family here that understands you.
Stay with us and keep on posting.