You 2 make me tired reading............OMG, My hubby took our dog our and I heard her barking at 0600 as she is a southern gal originally and this Minnesota weather kicks her tush, literally. It was a lovely - 18 when I climbed out of my warm bed, the heating blanket was on high. The windchill last night was a -45. We are protected by trees but that is still to cold.
I posted last night on depression as mine has kicked in and did me in but I received many kind and caring responses and I guess I needed to feel connected. I spend to much time alone.
I feel better now knowing I let others in on my secret and I can quit pretending that I am happy as a lark. I plan on spending next January someplace warm.............pleez.
Lyn my fingers and toes are crossed for you. I admire you so, you always get the job done. How do you do it.
Hugs to all and Junebug, make mine cocoa. Kitt
** I am off to beddy byes after I go get Howie from work it is 11:36 here and I will be up in no time I am sure ........Night all and have a good one **
Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 2/2/2008 4:59:32 AM (GMT-7)
Don't ask me Lyn as it's all in the week or two in the winter cold lol
I am sorry I haven't been around to talk w/ you and offer some support! I hope everyone is hangin' in, and movin' on---with everything!
I haven't been on b/c I have been having pain in my right arm (shoulder/neck/arm, etc...)---and when I use the computer---my arm goes numb and my nails turn purple!
I am keeping everyone in my prayers that we all get through the tough days---and I know there are a lot of tough days!
I was actually having some good days--but, then....the pain is slowly creeping back!
BUT-----I finally found out the results of my cervical MRI--I HAVE ONE herniated disc! Of course, in the world of automation (you don't call the MDs office for results--you call some 800# and the 'auto' lady tells you the results)----I have NO IDEA which disc is herniated---but, I made an appt. to see the PA next Wednesday for a "NOW WHAT"? session!
OY! Hang in everyone! (I will probably make a seperate post about this...my anxiety is rising with the 'what ifs'......gotta love the anticipatory/health anxiety! Geez!
Cyber hugs to you all---miss ya!
Hi All, Glad to hear the reports by everyone.My last 2 days have been good. I went to lunch yesterday with a friend that I have not spent time with for a long time and we fell right back into our old friendship. We sat and yacked for 4 hours............I go home and my hubby was all worried as I said I was going for a late lunch and it was 6 PM. I guess after all my panic and anxiety he got worried.........oops. Today I went to breakfast with my daughter and my 14 year old granddaughter. Then we went to the high school where our show chior is hosting 'Swingin on the River" 15 high schools are competing and my beautiful 16 year old sings in Divas. They were all dressed in red satin desses..........They sang and danced to 4 songs and of course recived a standing ovation. Her Mom got teary eyed and I was bursting with pride and her 14 year old sister just rolled her eyes at us.
So life has been good this week-end.
Hugs to all and cherish those good moments.Kitt
lol, no worries having a day wher you feel anxious about being anxious is better than aday wen u actually hav somthing to worry bout . Jus noticed i made it to regular member.
In having ok day to day jus lazying around since finding this forum to vent my frustrations my anxiety has realy subsided. Found out my-Ex is seeing new guy bt handling it ok, lol lst nite she rang me and said she stils sees me as guy she is going to marry. Im seeing her at the wkend. Hopefuly I dnt hav anxiety attack around her. On the plus side I get paid friday and i got bonus this month im gona go mad, shopping spree followed by big nite out with my mates. Its always good to hav something to look forward to.
P.S is ther anymore space on the magic purple carpet
P.P.S smurfs are funny
A regular member whoooooo hooooooo. Beats being irregualar doesn't it Badfish? Lyn is an outstanding member, she has devoted so much to this site. We best bring a big cake and a carmel sundae or two on that magic carpet Meg.
BabyT, glad your doing better...........nasty ole winter. I am freezin my tush off here in MN. It has been one of those snow at least once a week 3-4 inches so you can shovel and then it blows and the highways are covered with slick spots.
Where is our Cowboy, I need to hear some of our AK's humor. I am trying to keep a happy face and remember all that are worse off then me but I really do get down without the sunshine and being cooped up. Oh to have that summer tent on the beach somewhere. Lyn, I know you and Howie and Cait are giving 100% now and I am glad you liked the email. Please remember to take care of you.
Ya all take care and I am off to let Calgon fly me away................