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First of all you are not lazy, you have an anxiety disorder. Is it possible for you to find a position that is only a few hours a day and a couple of hours a week to get you acclimated to ctually being out on a regular schedule. You may want to try a bit of volunteer work that will help you get used to being out working with people. It also looks good on a resume.
I have trust in you that you can get past this anxiety. Stay in the moment and take deep breaths, and relax. You will make it.Hugs