I would encourage you to seek out professional help from a therapist or Psy who specializes in Obsessive thoughts disorder. It sounds like the pain and suffering you are having from these obsessive thoughts are difficult for you to explain. This is not an uncommon condition and is very treatable. You have started your medication and most of these meds may take as long as 6-8 weeks to reach there peak. . You can feel safe and happy with the proper care. Let the people who love you know you want their support, even though they may not understand what you are going through.Come here to the HealingWell site and talk to us. You will find the members warm and friendly and always willing to listen and reassure you.Take care and again Welcome
Celexa 60mg qam, Pariet 20mg bid, Xanax (alprazolam) 1mg tid, Serax 30 mg qhs, amitriptylline 30mg qhs , Percocet prn
I used to be in bed at night and think, "what if I don't wake up?". Well then my good side of my brain would say "What you going to do about it?"
So I went to sleep and I keep waking up............so kick the thoughts of dying to the curb and dream of what a good day it will be when you wake up in the morning. Hugs to you.Kitt
Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 3/8/2008 6:51:28 PM (GMT-7)