I am so sorry for all you are going thru
I am proud of you about
Perhaps this thinking of all of what yu and hubby has gone thru and your not feeling the same with him needs to be addressed as Megs said by a professional
IMHO it might be all the anxiety and sickness as well as YOU worrying about
the bills that is causing all the more anxiety ya know
IF you have fallen out of love with hubby you need to be honest and let him know
I heard a great quote
There is nothing worse than being in an unhappy relationship for one day than being in it for 2 days .....
I do wish that this wont happen and I am sure you will really think things thru BUT if you are not happy then you have got to find out why and do whatever it takes to make you happy again ya know
Have missed you and I so understand those hours when working I did all night shifts for 5 yrs at a hospital ........BUT I was the head nurse and I didnt mind them hours too much ........
KEEP us posted we do worry bout you ....YOU are family here ya know .........Luvs......LYN.
**fixing my Typonese**( spelling errors)
DX With Crohns,Pyoderma Gangrenosum, Anxiety/ Panic and Other Disorders