Why ME......Why NOT Me ?????....Instead of Her

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 3/30/2008 6:05 AM (GMT -7)   
 The last few days I have asked myself over and over again just why the Hades does this all have to have happened to me
'The abuse the depression the illnesses the sad days and crying nights
The fake smiles when you really want to choke something or someone...........
 
Then I turn to my beautiful teen daughter who is literally BROKEN with so much depression
She is a high honors gal ..very mature and responsible not into drugs / hates actually despises booze and I had to hear her tell the doc she is not HAPPY with life it does not mean anything to her to get 90's or do anything other than bury herself in schoolwork she is afraid I will be the next to die she has lost so many her dad ( bio) her GM and Nana now my dad is on machines to keep him alive her fav Poppa......HOW do you tell this beautiful child it is going to be ok when you yourself have so many doubts and you are painng for everything you know she is feeling??
 
To this I say WHY NOT me all INSTEAD of her
 Cait does not deserve this ...I am so angry and so bitter with a/p and depession it robs us of so much I WILL not continue to let it rob her..rule her life as it does mine most days Mom hurts when she hurts and I cry so many a silent tear at night when I know she is alone in there in her room with her thoughts.I have been there.I am there....
WE all have been there right ..so I know I can understand ..BUT why the Hell cant I take the Pain from her ......
thats my job ......
 
I SEE all the beauty the possiblities she has going for her she doesnt and this is so sad .....BUT as we know our good friend will ROB us blind of any kind of liking or belief we have in ourselves belittle us to the end snicker at us amd make us feel like we are no better then a slug at the worst of the times
D*** IT
I will not let her be taken down this road I wont ....... nono
THanks all I just needed to vent .......
It has been a really rough couple of days filled with so much emotion and anger .....
 
** I guess we can use this as the venting Thread if ya all care too **
 
VENT Away
 
Thanks again
Just me ...another day in this world of Hades EH...
I will dwell not on it but I will fight it all the way .........
Luvs to all
LYN  
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wen4003
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   Posted 3/30/2008 8:23 AM (GMT -7)   

Lyn,

I'm so sorry you are going through such a hard time and I feel so bad for Cait.  She's such a beautiful, bright girl - I totally understand why you feel the way you do.  She should be happy with life right now, instead of having to deal with so much already in her young life.  But I am happy to hear that she despises booze and isn't doing drugs.  You have definitely taught her well and I'm proud of you.  You are a great inspiration of how to be strong during tough times, but as you know there are times when we all need to lean on someone and vent.  As you know and as you have told so many others, vent away any time you want.  We love you and care about you.  I just wish there was something I could do to help you and Cait, but just know that I'm here whenever you need to talk - we can chat away.

Love ya sis,

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 3/30/2008 9:43 AM (GMT -7)   
Thanks sis
The chat really did wonders for me this am ...the banana split will put on some weight and some weight has been already lifted from these shoulders ...she is actually down in Computer room with Howie and I laughing a real laugh ....tis a good sign me thinks .......
Luvs
Sis
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wen4003
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   Posted 3/30/2008 9:46 AM (GMT -7)   

You're welcome - any time you know that.  I hope the laughter is a great sign; she certainly needs it and I hope the family time will help.  Let me know if there is anything I can do to help.

Luv ya sis,

Wen


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stkitt
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   Posted 3/30/2008 1:50 PM (GMT -7)   

Dear Lyn,

This is your vent so I will try to give you some hope.  As a parent, I know that there is nothing more difficult and upsetting to me than when my children experience pain. I want to stop it; do anything I can to keep them from suffering and feeling pain and it can be incredibly hard to be present, listen, and be compassionate without getting angry and wanting to jump into revenge mode.

As you know many  a teen has been confronted with  these issues of illness, death and fear of being alone , and many others issues, head on. With limited life experience and emerging skills for coping with overwhelming feelings, the sudden death of a loved one  can be confusing and disorienting for a teen. In Cait's world she has lost her father, and grand mother and now grandfather is so ill.    Her fear of course is losing you.

You are there for her and telling her that you love her is the best comfort but making promises she knows you can't keep will tip her deeper into depression.

If you can get her to share what it is that she is most afraid of with out you maybe the 2 of you could help each other.

I know the anger of losing a father when I was 39 years old and it was only 10 days that I had to learn of the truth until he was gone.  I know the unrelenting anger that goes with losing a child.  Why me, I guess I had no vote in the matter and no I was not in anyway prepared.

Keep working with Cait and know you can hold her, love her and shed tears for her pain, but she will get through her pain as you have done.
God Bless

Kitt

 

 


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   Posted 3/30/2008 4:33 PM (GMT -7)   
((((Lyn))))
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nervymeg
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   Posted 3/30/2008 9:16 PM (GMT -7)   
Lyn, my angel, I wish this din't have to happen to you..I wish that you had the power to take all the pain out of cait's life (and yours too would be very much appreciated).  I'm not a parent, but I have seen my mother suffer as I have suffered.  I believe that Cait knows how very much you love and support her (I do and I haven't even met the lovely lass).
 
She has lost so many people, and sadly, she will lose more in her life.  If you can give her the gift my mother gave me (to now I am always loved and valuable and supported whether she is there or not) then she will be strong when you can't be.  It must be the ultimate nightmare Lyn and my heart breaks for you.  Why do such bad things happen to the most beautiful ones???? I will never get that.
 
You have given cait all that you can and she knows that in her soul...please don't let yourself suffer like this..she will pull through and your relationship will be even stronger for this.  If I could help burden some of her tears then I would so it in a heartbeat..please keep venting and know we will be here to listen..always ...lil s.i.s
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wen4003
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   Posted 3/31/2008 4:22 AM (GMT -7)   
Good morning Lyn,
 
I'm just curious as to how your day was with Cait yesterday?  Did you two have fun when going out for your banana splits (wish I had one - LOL)?  I hope she is able to discuss with you about all of her fears and how she is feeling.  When you have time, please let us know how things are going.  Remember, we love you.
 
Luvs to you sis,
Wen

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   Posted 3/31/2008 1:43 PM (GMT -7)   
((((LYN and Cait)))))
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TeNNiSd0C09
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   Posted 3/31/2008 2:59 PM (GMT -7)   
I am sorry to hear of what you and Cait are experiencing. I also know what its like because I have been there as well. When I lost my Grandma 2 years ago I lost the closest person I had. I never thought I would be without her hugs, kisses, laughs, and love. She and I were very very close, the only person I have ever been close too.... :'( I cry many nights and I always end up wishing I had her here with me so that I could talk to her and she could love me more than anything. I always grab her picture, hold it to my heart, close my eyes, and dream of her. I stayed with her for 2 weeks at the hospital, I wish I had been older though, then I would have been able to do more. I was truly scared and depressed. I know how that is. Its probably her passing that started my depression.... I am still to this day depressed about it. But, I remember how much she loved me, how often she told me, I remember her hugs and kisses, I remember all the time we spent together, and all the secrets we shared. I know she still loves me more than anything and that she is still here with me and that we will meet again someday.

I know its really hard, but we all have our life out in front of us, we shall grasp it and live everyday to the fullest, at the end of each day we shall have no regrets because we never know when we will be called home.

I hope Cait and yourself feel better and remember that we are all here for you both anytime.

Take Care

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nervymeg
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   Posted 3/31/2008 5:41 PM (GMT -7)   

I hope today is a better day for you my dear Lyn...extends arms for big hug xx

Tennis, thankyou for sharing that story, grief is such an overwhelming emotion, I'm glad you are drawing strength and using it to support us xxx


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anastasia01
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   Posted 3/31/2008 8:16 PM (GMT -7)   
I send my condolences to you during this time and for all of your losses. I know it must be a difficult time for the both of you. But you sound like you know what you are doing. You sound like a wanderful, caring mother who loves her daughter very much. You are doing exactly what needs to be done and that is being there for her. You know your child and you know how to make her feel better when she is down and i'm sure you are doing everything you know how to make things as best as you can. You are on the right road. Just vent when you need to and keep going. I hope things get much better for you soon. Have you looked at my blog yet? I took your advice and put the address under my signature. I will keep you and your family in my prayers.



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Post Edited (anastasia01) : 3/31/2008 9:19:02 PM (GMT-6)


stkitt
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   Posted 3/31/2008 8:23 PM (GMT -7)   

Dear Big Sis,

I hope you are ok today and that you are spending some time with Cait.  You are one special Mom and I know Cait loves you and is just going through a rough time. 

"Whether our relationship is strained or easy, hostile or amiable, we need our mother if only in memory or fantasy, to conjugate our history, validate our femaleness, and guide our way. We need to know she’s there if we stumble, to love us no matter what, to nurture the child that resides within us even now without infantalizing us."

This is you Big Sis and you do the job with love and sacrifice no matter what the cost is to you.  I wish my Mother would have been like you.  I would have been truly blessed.

Hugs to you and Cait.
Love
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Howlyncat
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   Posted 4/3/2008 3:05 AM (GMT -7)   
THanks so much ALL
Lil sis thanks I am honored

Had Cait at ER Monday nigth and her Heartrate at the time of arrival to triage was 190 ....
They zapped her with 6 mgs of meds to try to make her heart kinda start agin but with different signals from my understanding.IT did not work

Seeing her lay there looking so small so afraid scared the living hell outta of me and now we are both down for the count ( her BD is Saturday) we both had the strain of the read bad influenza and pnuemo again so all has not been grerat around here
I am so sore from head to toe .needing to look after her keep her calm and myself feeling like this ....

THANKS to each of you it means so much to know I have family here that truly do care

I will be off for the wknd I have to get better .....stress from all of this is causing small eruptions of PG.....
We have done nothing but sleep and drink lots of liqueds.....Cait is now on a beta blocker
I felt so bloody helpless ya know knowing she is broke and I cannot fix her.........
Glad to see Sweet Megs ahs joined the " mod squad" she is needed for sure and has alot to give
I WILL check in tomorrow am and see how all are doing
I know you are in very loving and capable hands with your mods.......
This group of ppl is fantastic .thanks

Luvs
Lyn
Cait


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Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 4/6/2008 3:01:46 PM (GMT-6)


wen4003
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   Posted 4/3/2008 6:08 AM (GMT -7)   
My sweet sis Lyn,
 
I'm so sorry you and Cait are so sick and that you had to take her to the ER - that must of been scary as h***.  I know what it 's like when you can't fix your kids, you just feel totally helpless when you can't help them.  But I'm sure it was very comforting to her to have her wonderful, caring mom there by her side.  You two will get better soon, you just need to take the time to rest, drink lots of fluids and take the meds to get better.  Is it likely that Cait's heart rate will be normal again once she is well?  Will she be able to come off the beta blocker once she isn't sick?
 
Take care of yourself and Cait and don't worry about the boards, we have you covered.
 
Love,
sis

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   Posted 4/3/2008 8:25 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Lynn,

I am so sorry for all that you are going through. You and Cait are in my thoughts and prayers. I am truly thinking about the both of you and pray that you will both feel better soon.

Luv and hugs, Karen
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stkitt
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   Posted 4/3/2008 8:57 AM (GMT -7)   

Dear Big Sis,

You know I am here and I am praying for you.  I know the fear you went through with Cait in the ER.  She has angels watching over her.  And most of all she has you.

Your health is number one along with your family.  Rest my friend.

((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Lil Sis


 
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nervymeg
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   Posted 4/4/2008 6:20 PM (GMT -7)   
Aww Lyn, you must have been SO VERY scared, what a nightmare.  I'm sending all my good fairies over there to watch both of you and they can get a bit snippy if you don't stay in bed so watch out sweetie!! Hope we have you both back on your beautiful feet really soon.....xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 4/6/2008 2:04 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks to all
Just finally able to check in for a few minutes tonight will hopefully be on totally again in the am
You have all helped and supported me in more ways than you know
Cait is geting better she was totally afraid of course but in the end had a good BD and is happy to be alive she is coming out of her depression slowly but for sure as am I ..........

My loves to all
Please know I have had you all with me in my heart this past few days ..
Luvs
LYN
.S.I.S.
Sis
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wen4003
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   Posted 4/6/2008 2:30 PM (GMT -7)   
Lyn,
 
It's great to see you back and to know that you and Cait are doing better.  I'm glad to hear that Cait is starting to come out of the depression; we certainly know how debilitating that can be.  We look forward to seeing you back full force when you're ready.  We've missed you!!
 
Luv to both you and Cait,
sis

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 4/6/2008 2:33 PM (GMT -7)   
Hey you
Miss you so and all the rest too
Talk on Yahoo in am k
Luvs ya
BYessssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.......lol
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nervymeg
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   Posted 4/6/2008 3:30 PM (GMT -7)   
Yayhay! I'm doing a litte happy and relived dance for you Lyn.  I'm so happy Cait had a good BD and that you are both on the mend physically and emotionally...you have been truly, truly missed on this site and I can't wait for you to be back making us all smile and laugh...all power to you big s.i.s.
((((((huggles)))))))

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wen4003
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   Posted 4/7/2008 6:18 AM (GMT -7)   
Lyn, please tell Cait that I'm glad she had a good birthday in spite of everything.  She's a strong, beautiful girl.  I'm also happy that you both are feeling better; but you both need to take it easy so that you can have a full recovery and not relapse.
 
Loves to ya sis,
Wen

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Howlyncat
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   Posted 4/7/2008 8:26 AM (GMT -7)   
Ya I am hearing ya sis I thought all was great but this am Cait got up wanting to go to school and with a temp of 103 was put straight back in bed.....
I sure as hades dont want this to carry on am going up to cuddle her for awhile and make sure she is okay
She is doing much better in the depresion area for sure as am I
I know you and Megs have handled all so well .....am pleased as can be I have the time out for cait...thanks to all

Loves to yous both.....sis.....S.I.S.

Tennis......you are so special..thank you my friend.......Luvs..Lyn

To all of you I am so pleased to have your prayers and support....thanks so much for all of it......Luvs....LYN
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   Posted 4/7/2008 5:03 PM (GMT -7)   
Lyn, I'm glad that Cait's feeling less depressed, I hope you are being as well looked after as she is, take care of you too...now go and have a good cuddle..love ya xx megs

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