Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 5/10/2008 2:37:33 PM (GMT-6)
I am so sorry I am just reading these now but I am overwhelmed by how wonderful you all are. The prayers are needed right now and I accept them grraciously.
Dear Big Sis, I am so sorry I missed your called, I took my whole daily allotment of Valium at once, all 4 mg, and fell asleep downstairs. The phone is upstairs and I did not hear it as TV was on.
I will be here on Sunday and I can call you too.
I am working on just taking a bit of time to recharge my batteries but this is so strange for me. I did talk with my hubby today and I am going to see PCP when I can get appointment as I think some of my issues may be physical and I always let them blow me off as a looney toons so I quit telling the whole story as they just blame my sx on the anxiety.
I will take my daughter along to run interference as I may break into tears and there goes the ballgame, tears = anxiety.
I promise myself to take care of me and seek help and to believe in my wonderful friends here, to trust you to understand I hide my anxiety from the world if I can. Thank you for letting me know it is ok to post my issues.
I do not have much of a social life but I am going to try to plan some time and follow through instead of hiding out.
Bless each and everyone of you. I too am praying for our Meg, she is the best and I feel so bad for her right now.
Hugs to AllKitt
To all my wonderful family here, Thank you for making me see the light at the end of the tunnel. I am ok and I am never going to be a quitter. I am determined to accept who I am and to continue my goals of being in the moment and caring for others. I looked at hobbies online last night, my there are some strange ones. lol
I may just go to a hobby store and browse tomorrow.
Today is Mother's Day and I am going to celebrate what a good job I did raising my 4 children. I have been a good Mom, not always perfect but the one thing I made sure my children had was love.......bushels of love.
Thank you to each of you.............you lift me up and stand by me. Without that I would be lost.
I want to thank you, Gracious Lord, for the good friends you give me; they are for me a priceless bounty.
Post Edited (yana) : 5/14/2008 2:43:32 PM (GMT-6)
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I am doing much better and Gramps, I hear you, I would be anxious too if I found out I had a heart attack that was dx as anxiety........baaaaa. That is not right. I am honored that you stopped in and thank you for the support.
I will follow through Lyn and went to make appt online but for plain office visit you have to call in again. Doing it online was so nice. So first thing tomorrow and I will stay out of the anticipatory mode. Well I will try...........
Mother's Day has been good. I did enjoy our chat and thank you.
Wen, you are a gem, thank you for visiting yesterday. Just talking is helpful.
Hugs to all and a huge thanks............you all come on over for coffee and apple pie. Kitt
Thanks and you take care too. Get that laundry done. . The prayers from all have made a huge difference and God must be listening. I will be ok. I have all of you here.
Hay Kitt and Lyn, I know I been away for a while and I'm not too sure what y'all been going though but I hope y'all are doing better now. I'm getting tired of being test tube dumby for these doc's here and now I have to go to Anchorage for more testings with my neruo I did get a dx of ON and fibro but the testing just keeps going on, I was talking on the cell and all I could do was babble so I headed to the ER thinking that I had a sroke or some thing but all the test came back fine, so now I'm going in for another full neruo exam as I didn't do so well at the ER on that part.
I had a CT and another MRI this time with dye and I'm heading in to the doc's today and then to Anch. I'll let you all know more later been thinking of y'all but I just need too know what is going on with me for now
We have been concerned about you. I just talked to Lyn and we both were wondering how you were and bam here you are. :)
Sorry to hear your the test dummie but Lyn and I would be glad to help do the tests on you. hee hee. Lots happening but we are taking turns so we are surviving. I am fine and just had tests today now I just wait and I am sure they will be normal, it is my head that is screwed on backwards. It really is quite an attractive look.
Lyn's Dad did pass away and she has had family issues to deal with but Lyn is the best and will never give up so one we all go. Please do let us know how things go. Lots of people with the fibro. Lyn did have a nasty Fibro Flare that knocked her down but she is so loved by all that she made it through and is feling better from that problem.
Miss you and I assume you are out of the heavy snows by now. We are still below normal here and the farmers are a month behind in planting crops. That is MN for you.
Hugs to you .
Tony and Barb,
Thanks for the thoughts and prayers. I am much better and have thrived on all the prayers and wonderful support from the HealingWell family.
Glad to hear the computer is up and running. Hope you are doing well and the neighbors have cranked down the noise.Hugs