Emma, welcome! I am in Adelaide not Brisy, but I can be on the phone if you need to chat. You sound like one strong woman, but we all need to vent sometimes. I am so glad you have joined us here at HW. These people are the most lovely, caring and understanding people you will find. You can let the fear out here.
It sounds that maybe you have a little OCD? I am no doctor, so I cannot diagnose, but it sounds familiar. If you want to email me pls do okay. I wish you well.
Welcome to HealingWell and the A & P Board. I am glad you found us. We have members from all over the world including Australia. We all have one thing in commone we have anxiety, it does not have us.
I sure would like to see you hook up with your physician to get a dx for sure. You may have a physical problem for why your feeling so anxious.
You will find lots of support here.
Keep posting and know we care.Kitt
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*