You are posting here so that is showing you still have hope. If you are broke, no job and have severe health problems you need to seek out your local county and state resources for help. Also are you eligible to file for disability with SS? How about your church, food shelves etc.
If you have an emergency re funds and such please look for the site in your vicinity. I do not know where you are or I would help search for you. If you want to email me your location I have an open email box.
There is a light at the end of the tunnel as I have found it. I have been in the dark tunnel many times and each time crawling out is tough but I did it and so can you.I was glad to see you in chat and talking, that alone helps you to not feel isolated.
Do you get along with your Mom?
Is anything else bothering you that you would like to share?
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*