Hi all, I really need to talk. This morning I had a severe anxiety attack because my life is basically falling apart at every angle. I am broke, my bank account is in the negative, I just lost my job, moving back home, I;ve been chronically sick with horrendous pain, I have all these doctors tests comming up that I cannot afford, I am litterally going crazy and I can't handel this physical and emotional pain I have. My past haunts me cause I got attacked many times and I just wish it would all go away. I've been soo soo sick and I have no idea how I will ever get better. I used to have such strong faith but lately I cant even seem to want to try anymore. I was litterally shaking with dread this morning and I couldnt see any end to this nightmare I am living. I really dont know what to say I just wish there was some light at the end of this tunnel....some light, some hope, some way out of this because I really am lost and feel completely hopeless. I am 27 and think I have suffered enough to last me a lifetime. God I wish there were some healing angels I need a miracle I just wish so bad I could turn everything around but I cant see how that is possible. Thank you for reading this, it means a lot.
DX: Gastroparesis, Bile and acid reflux, esophagitis, barrets esophagus, esophageal motility disorder, painful and difficulty swallowing, depression, anxiety, a piano player with carpral tunnel syndrome
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