Have you every been through the CBT Therapy? In the resource sticky at the top of the page you will find info on this posted by Wen. It is great info and really works for so many with health anxiety.
I have some health anxiety when I am waiting for a test result but it is more to do with what happens after the test and not about dying.
I am sure you will hear from other members that have great advice for you. Stay in the moment hun and try not to dwell on the anxiety.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*