Sounds like you've taken positive steps to help yourself and your son.
I took buspar for a few weeks for anxiety. Did not seem to touch it.
I am proud of you and I know this is very difficult for you. Lean on us and we will support you. Know that you are capable of being independent.
Judge with your mind, not your heart: "I am trying to contemplate my future, and I know that my husband is abusive and mean. So why do I wonder if I did the right thing in leaving him? You did the right thing at this time, you moved yourself and your son to a safe place.
Remember the bad times (but don't forget the good): If there are moments when you want to run back to him because you feel as though you can't survive on your own financially (or emotionally), you have to stay strong, Just think of the worst things he did or said to you.
Whatever you do you have my support but I pray for your safety as well as your sons safety.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*