Gray area would say to me I am being gently given the hint............it would cause me distress also. Tough part is the anticipatory anxiety of wondering what is going to happen to you.
I know this is very difficult but try to stay in the moment and take each problem when it happens. Many hugs to you.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety, Panic & Depression *~*
I'm sorry you are going through this, it's just awful not knowing what is going to happen. You are justified in having a vent! Especially if those footsies are still giving you grief.
Try not to get overwhelmed (easy to say - hard to do). If that grey area, turns into a "bye bye" I know you will find the strength to get another position. You are one tough lady! Keep us posted now.
What an amazingly strong person you are. With an attitude like yours then you will get through this just fine (but you still have full permission to vent now okay!). You are right, there is no point stressing about it, just hold your head high and know how strong you are.
How are the feet going? Better I hope.
Thank you Meg. I never look at myself as a "strong" person but it's nice to hear. I feel mentally weak and feeble. It takes all of my energy to keep myself in the present and keep my train of thought focused on what I can do and not let it wander to what I have no control over.
My feet aren't doing so good. I go back to the podiatrist/surgeon next Wednesday and we are going to talk about more extensive surgery for my "footies". I'm bummed that the first ones didn't work right and now am having to go thru it possibly all over again. Oh well. I know you all will be here when I am off work again and bored stiff after surgery. I know where to come to find lots of friends.
You are in no way feeble or weak. I won't hear of it! Now I am very sorry about the bummed up surgery, that must be so frustrating. Keep us in the loop, you know how much we care, love and support our HW family. You will get through this bad patch. We will support you