HI I usually post on the Crohn's site and sometimes th Arthritis site, now I'm here. The last few weeks I haver been having what I believe are panic attacks. I have a lot going on right now, my husband is possibly being transferred to another sate, which is really good news since we would FINALLY be back close to family. However, I have a dau that will be a Junior in HS and a son that will be a 7th grader. School starts in a week and a half, both kids are heavily invoved in sports, blah, blah, blah.... Both kids are aware of the possible move and are THRILLED. Finally, back "home" around all their cousins, grandparents, aunts and uncles. But anyone with a teenager knows, what's good at one min will be the most awlful thing in the world the next. That good ol double edge sword. I would love th move, I would have help when I'm not feeling well, as itis now, we live 450 miles from our families. I am just worried about it. WE won't know anything for at least 2 more weeks and the waiting is driving me crazy. Also, there will be the dreaded issue of finding new docs, starting all over again. But the chance that this opp will come again is pretty much slim to none. We could actually live in my hometown where I grew up. We have not lived in the state for 14 years,moved three times with his company. It has always been easy for us, all other moves happened when the kids were little. We have been in this same place now for 11 years. I'm just scared and worried, I want to do what's best for the kids. Just thinking about all this makes me feel like I can't breath. I just needed to vent I'm sorry to unload, certainly things could be worse, I know I should not be complaining.
Apologies to all.....
Dx: 10/04 Crohn's, GERD, IBS,Osteporosis, Depression, Hypokelemia, "Crohn's" Arthritis, Migranes,
Meds: Asacol, Protonix, Lexapro, Celebrex,Potassium, Remecaide,Entocort, B12 injections wkly, Magnesium, Calcium, Phosphorus