I am so happy that you have had something (mostly!) positive happen for you. You really deserve some joy in your life. I can certainly understand that this is not all roses for you either.
Try and stay in the positive, you cannot change this situation, but you can control the way you choose to feel about it. I know you will be there for your daughter..I know how strong you can be.
I've not heard of anyone for whom the pill doesn't take, but I've certainly heard of many accidents happening anyway!
Take care, sweet Mary, don't let your stomach get any knottier ok?
Hugs and more congratulations.
Panic Attack Survivor
Weekend Warrior Princess