Dear Big sis,
I just found a computer to use here at the hospital and am so glad to be able to post a note.
I have not been home since yesterday , been here at hospital..........so many test and I will fill you in when I can. I need your prayers and love your support.
The mod forums support was awesome too.
My sister is not doing well. Need to go home to night as I have no more of my meds with me.
I am rambling.........Take care of you and ((((((((((((((HUGS)))))))))))))
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 8/14/2008 6:34:57 PM (GMT-6)
Stay STRONG. Oh heck,who am I giving advice to again?! I know you will.
I am so glad your sis is in safe hands. I hope this helps you too sweetie (ya know what I mean ).
Love and Prayers to you and Toby and all the family. Take care of you as well, I wish I could be there to fetch your meds and give you huge hugs.
(((((((((hugs))))))))) so that will have to do for now.
Post Edited (nervymeg) : 8/14/2008 7:17:26 PM (GMT-6)
Well shoot everyone, things just get worse. I got home and 9 PM and got a call to rush back to the hospital at 10 PM as my sister was moveed to ICU in Metabolic Acidosis as the other kindney has now failed. She is on a Respiratory so Big sis you know what that means.
My son and I drove up and I did dose for a couple of hours in the chair but noisy here in the waiting lounge. I will be here all day but I have found the puter so I will try to do some posts.
Big Sis thanks for talking with Toby.
Megs, send fairies with lots of prayer and a cup of coffee.
Thanks everyone for holding down the fort.hugs all around
I am sitting here in this waiting room working on a puter I am not very familiar with...........
My Oldest sister died after a 3 week hospitalization for open heart surgery on Thanksgiving Day 2007. This is my only other sister and now in just 9 months I am sitting here going through the same thing but the dx is ovarian cancer with renal failure. She is to sick to do surgery at this time.
She is on ventilator and heavily sedated now.
I am so tired but must stay strong. Sleeping in a chair did not work to well so here I am talking to you.
The fairies are on their way with huge cups of coffee, massive hugs and kisses (very gentle ones for all the family). We can't be with you there sweet one, but you are with us. I will keep you in my heart for what is to come. Don't be too brave, just treasure what you've had and still have. Love to you as always.
My brave biggest sister.
Love, love, strength (from me to you)
Thank you to each of you. I am home right now and have to force myself to stay in the moment and not rush back tothe hospital. It is a fairly long drive through heavy Twin city traffic for me and driving anxiety is one of my issues.
I am going to sleep in my bed tonight and go up again tomorrow. I am going to trust my God to help my sister through this illness.
You are my family here I each of you gives me strength.
Post Edited (stkitt) : 8/16/2008 8:12:25 AM (GMT-6)
I hope you have a gentle sleep, you need it to look after your beautiful self and your family. I will have a virtual cup of steaming coffee waiting by your bedside table in the morning and gentle fairies to help you drive back to the hospital. I wish more than anything that I could be there to help you out and give you a huge hug. I'll have to trust Toby to do that for me. We will all be sending you strength, our prayers and our love.
Sleep tight angel,
Good Morning Big Sis and all...................
I am in anxiety mode, deep breath, I know. I can do this but I don't want to. I have to drive myself uptown to the hospital and I am freaking out already. I have no one to give me a ride.
Please say a prayer for me.
My sister is still critical and now we have come full circle as they say the tumor is the primary problem.
I will try to get online from up town later today.
Just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and yours this morning. Continue to keep you in my prayers. I love you and am sending you (((BIG HUGS))).