Guilt is a wasted emotion so toss it in the trash. You deserve happiness. You deserve to have a job you like. You are a warm and caring person so love yourself - accept yourself - forgive yourself.
Think positive thoughts, leaving no room for failure
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to.
Be happy and take care of you.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*