Do you live alone and have a social worker that checks up on you, comes to your home to see if you are able to take care of yourself?
Perhaps the Zoloft dose could be increased or an antianxiety drug added.
It feels to me like you are living in your computer with all the games. It is almost like you are the person in the computer whose role you are playing. Does that make sense.? You are caught up in the games and they are becoming your reality.
Please see your counselor, I worry about you.
Thank you for trusting us to read your journal.
Kitt, Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Please don't put yourself down like that. You are not stupid. I've got an post grad honours degree from a great uni and I sometimes scratch my head at the funnies. And don't ask me how to add up numbers. It would make your hair stand on end the things I come up with!! We all have our strengths and our weaknesses. It's all about accepting them. I'm back studying again now I'm an old fogey and I make all the young kids laugh when I ask what a jpg is!
If these games make you feel happy/interactive then go for it. Just don't forget about the world outside of all of that. I worry about you too sweetie. You are so young, and I know you will get through this. Just take baby steps and don't be afraid to ask for help. Ever.
Hey there, You are not a loser or stupid or any of those things. Stop for a minute and think about this, it is "stikin thinkin". Kick it to the curb, turn that nasty thinking around and start working on getting better.
I do not mean to sound judgemental or mean but picturing you unhappy daily is very sad when I know you have the tools and skills to work your way out of this kind of thinkin.
Take time away from one of your games and try this CBT therapy. It is free and it is online.
You have to set aside the time to just do this and see if it does not help you.
Please try the CBT.
Post Edited (Buddha443556) : 10/15/2008 5:19:51 PM (GMT-6)
What is wrong Paulos, talk to us please. I worry about you. You know you can trust us. Email me if you want to keep it private.
Good Morning Paul,
Did you kick the "scared feelings" to the curb. I understand scared. Everytime I start to slide backwards I get "scared" that I will not have the strength to climb back up.
You make sure you talk very seriously with your Doc today re your fears and all you negative thoughts. We have to get you on the high road my friend.
WE care for you so march into the Doctors and say it like it is...........Hey if you break in his office that is ok too.
Hugs to you my friend
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
We are waiting to here from you today so let us know your ok after you Doctors apointment.
know that we are thinking about you and care about you. You're part of our HW family.