I've had my ups and downs since having Amelia on July 7, 2008.
A couple days after having her I had quit smoking due to high blood pressure and was filled with anxiety and had many panic attacks in a day. Unfortunately I started smoking again, but I feel much better. No more anxiety.
I can travel pretty far now, but my panic attacks still strike me when I least expect them. I went into a mall and was fine but then I went into Walmart two days later and panicked.
Amelia is nearly 4 months old now and weighs 11 pounds. She's a cute lil girl with big blue eyes and happiest shy smile you'll ever see. I love her to death and I am glad she's in my life.
My fiance is good too.
How are all of you?
"Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars."
DX: Panic Disorder, Depression, TMJ (Temporomandibular Joint Disorder), Chronic Migraines
RX: Lorazepam (1 MG - 2 mgs a day), Lexapro (20 MG a day), Tylonel for the TMJ and Migraines
IT'S A GIRL! Amelia Candice.
6 lbs, 6 oz
19.5 inches long