I am so sorry you are going through all this. Many of your symptoms sound similar to the way I felt pre-diagnosis. Its tough that its affecting you financially- but i believe you should consult a pyschologist/counsellor because you can get support and encouragement here, but only a medical professional can diagnose and treat you for your physical symptoms.
Many of your symptoms reflect anxiety at its worst. You are not alone, you will get through this, no matter how futile it may seem right now. Speak to your doctor, but as i have recently learned, there is much emotional support to be found here- its a great place with incredibly kind and sympathetic people.
Im sending positive thoughts your way and hope you get the answers you need soon. Take care,
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*