The story told above seems to be unacceptable for anyone in my country.
I am a member of a NGO ( based in the USA and operated in Vietnam). My business is to go to the remote area to survey and give the poor people the clean water. Sometimes, my colleagues and I have to sleep in the village.
The people here always grow dogs but their dogs are never vaccinated agaisnt Rabies. Becuase the cost is high.
Before joining this Foundation, I had a slight symptom of OCD. I did not know what was OCD before, but after looking out WIKIPEDIA, I understand that there are many people like me in this planet.
I feel alone in this country( i live in Vietnam) because I have no where to speak about
my OCD problem. Rabies, needle and many thing keeps make my life miserable.
You cannot imagine that I have the following symptoms:
1. I have to check the door again and again before going to bed to make sure that the door is closed.
2. Back to the Rabies accident, when I had the series of shots. I always watched the doctor carefully to make sure that she used the new needle, used the correct vaccine, and watched he pumping the vaccine into my body. I was scared to death to think of her forgetting to pumping all the fluids into my body. I aslo think that she may forget to inject the needle but she still pump the fluids. :-(
3. Sometime, I trust no one. I feel so alone! I cannot exchange my problems with my family. I have a mother, a wife and a son. I am the support of the family, but I feel so weak!
Could anybody help me? I cannot seek the mental help in my country. They always give sleeping pills...
Post Edited (huy_skidrow) : 11/16/2008 9:02:04 PM (GMT-7)