Yes you have way to much going on and do use your pain pills as ordered. The Pity Party is in order so let me organzie it for you. We will need lots of kleenex, and chocolate, and ice cream, and some sad songs playing on the radio, I will rent some tear jerker DVDs and be over as quick as I can. We won't put on our make up cuss all that mascara will make us look like racoons and I will give you a nice massage to your back while you tell me all your troubles.......................man I wish we could do that.
Sometimes when I was in my deepest despair and thought I was never going to get better and could not sleep my hubby would give me a foot massage every night and finally I would relax, the meds would kick in and I would finally drift off to sleep.
I really wish I could send you a genie in a bottle to make you better. I makes me feel so sad to hear of your pain.
You have my prayers sweetie and you know I am right here, eons away, but I am here.
Now if anyone thinks I have been insensitive to Maz re Pity Party, I am not...................I think the world of Maz and she knows I am just trying to put a smile on her face by teasing her.
Luvs my Aussie Angel
Kitt, Co-Moderator: Anxiety/Panic & Depression& GERD Forums*~*
Post Edited (stkitt) : 12/30/2008 8:10:05 AM (GMT-7)
Anxiety 2007; IBS 2004; Chronic Hives 2002. Medications: Allegra, Zantac, Xanax, Darvocet.
Oh thankyou ALL so much. ive been at the doc today getting my injection and feeling suitably pained and unhappy. yes, my pain pills have come in handy big time in the last couple of days- i feel pretty foggy, but its better than feeling the pain at its most intense level. have also been struggling with the glandular fever or 'mono' as many of you call it (no no, havent been kissing boys behind trees, boys have boys germs, dont ya know?) and its like being back in the 24hr land of chronic Fibro X 100.
so yeah im sore and not too happy- but as ususal you guys rocked my socks and made me smile, percy, get the black balloons stat! Kitt, Mary- anyone who offered me a massage- get yourselves down under!
OH! and about 20 mins ago, my left eardrum finally ruptured after a veeeerrry long 48hrs of major painful earache. the eardrum tore. may i say "ouch"?. there goes my equilibrium. oooooowwwww ooooooowww unfaaaaaaaaair
this is NOT a fun way to spend the holidays. this is NOT a fun way to ring in the new year. this is NOT fun. how dare my body to this to me!
im getting a little 'emoticon' happy/heavy handed. i should stop.......
Maz I know you are celebvrating New Year's so here is a little toon for you..................
I was dreamin' when I wrote thisForgive me if it goes astray
But when I woke up this mornin'Coulda sworn it was judgment day
The sky was all purpleThere were people runnin' everywhere
Tryin' 2 run from the destructionU know I didn't even care
'Cuz they say two thousand zero zero party overOops out of timeSo tonight I'm gonna party like it's 1999
Thankyou Diane! i think i posted this a couple of days ago and expected to be feeling better by now, but im not. i feel like a bus hit me and i look like hell. all the makeup in the world cant hide the black rings around my eyes and my pasty skin- im severely anemic and my BP is very low. add all the phsyical pain to the mix and it becomes a nightmare. im not sleeping properly due to the pain, my Fibro is flaring in my neck and so many things have just hit me at once and i feel like a child who wants to have a tantrum. i got my hormone injection for my ovarian cysts yesterday and ever since have been in a fetal position with a heat pack, feeling like im in labour (not that i really know how labour feels )
and then on top of the glandular fever, my ear went and ruptured. ow ow ow ow ow ow ow ow. im still going to pull myself together and endeavour to have a great NYE. a relaxed, laidback night with a few friends and a view of the sydney harbour bridge fireworks. this is where the prescription pain meds come in handy!! Diane thankyou so much for your kind words- i hope and pray you have an excellent NYE and an awesome 2009. i really appreciate your response.
Blessings & peace,
p.s also, Nikki, dont feel bad! i am sick 99% of the time, i just dont normally mention it- dont ever feel you cant complain to me, i dont mind, i really dont!
Thanks Sam. im in a really bad way at the moment.
so its been a wk or so since i posted this and *warning* self pity moment ahead. im not getting better, im getting worse. the antibiotics are not kicking in, i have bursitis in my left hip and am having difficulty walking.
my sinuses are totally impacted, BOTH eardrums have now ruptured and a 3rd ovarian cyst has blown as well. ive had a 48hr migraine and swelling in my knee sockets.
I have pharyngitis and my glandular fever is wreaking havoc on this body. ive had enough.
apologies for this rant, again, im just so very frustrated and it makes me nervy and edgy and cos im not sleeping right im all anxious and crappy.
Maz XX (she who whines and moans for no good reason. i need to take my own advice and harden up)
p.s and im BROKE cos all the medicine is just piling up. its too expensive being sick!