I NEED to find a forum like this where people are always posting and reading and responding. I need to find one for domestic violence. Not because my current bf has done anything or ever would, but because of my ex. I just got word that he may be moving back into town and my anxiety is kicking into high gear. I'm very scared of him and I'm not sure what to do. I need to find a forum where people can advise me on that. I know there's PPOs you can get, but the thing is that I (stupidly) never called the cops, never went to the hospital. And he was always smart enough to do the things he did when it was just he and I around so I have no proof of anything so I don't think I can get one of those.
I can't even think straight. I feel sick to my stomach, like I'm about to cry and I just can't stop thinking about it. I'd love to tell my boyfriend but he knows what the ex did, and literally, my new boyfriend would kill my ex. Literally, I'm not joking.
If anybody can please help, it would really mean the world to me.
Endometriosis since 2002 diagnosis via laparoscopy
5 laparoscopies for Endometriosis from 2002 - present
Anxiety since 2004
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder since 2005
GERD since 2008
Fibromyalgia since 2008
Colonoscopy - 2008
Endoscopy (EGD) - 2008
Currently in Physical Therapy for Pelvic Floor spasms. Also for lower back, hip & thigh muscular problems.
* Xanax for Anxiety
* Fish Oil Capsules
* Iron Pills
!!! At my wit's end with being "broken" !!!