I find anniversaries of deaths to be particularly tough....
i agree with Aries, you are emotionally re-thinking the delivery, planning a party, trying to keep everyone happy- thats enough to make anyone anxious!
Thanks for your replies, it is really appreciated
That sounds like it is definitely the case about rethinking the delivery, etc, I keep remembering stuff from the hospital and so forth and it is making me feel constantly on edge. I have actually booked an appointment with a therapist in a week and a half to try to sort through this issues, sick of feeling on edge all the time and want to be able to manage my anxiety better!
*** I have real issues with Death anni's as well ........
Post Edited (Howlyncat) : 1/19/2009 5:06:45 PM (GMT-7)
Awwwwwwwww a birthday party, that is so sweet and at your daugther's age it is one Big Deal. I am glad you are going to see a therapist as is does seem you need to resolve some old issues and learn to stay in the moment.
I love being a Mom even to adult children and being a granndma is so much fun.
Enjoy your celebration and Happy Birthday to a special girl.