So down here in the land of Aus, we are having a particularly nasty heatwave (in my part of the country anyway.. its a big country)
we have the air-con on full tilt and it isnt making a difference. its so humid, ive been swimming and having cold baths and nothing can free me from this opressive heat. Many of you know that i have Seasonal Mood Disorder and that summer is my trigger season. im agitated out of my mind. i cannot get comfortable. i have a slightly higher core body temperature as a part of my immune deficiency problems- i ALSO am still unwell and have spiked a fever.
im so uncomfortable, my nerves are screaming for some relief. its beyond hot. its like breathing soggy, wet hot air. my lungs hurt. i have a grinding headache that is being exacerbated by this heat.
after having a vent and a whine, i realise that i should be counting my blessings- comfy bed, food in tummy, roof over head, freedom of speech etc.
Sorry- the heat is honestly messing with my extremely frazzled nerves. im so wound up, on edge. heatwave has been going for about a week, forecast is for at least another 5 days. i cannot get comfortable. i cannot sleep. im running on empty.
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOS, Chronic E.N.T and Upper respiratory tract infections, Reactive Arthritis, GERD, IBS, Glandular fever, Migraines, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, PTSD, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, tinnitus, low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic. Nexium. Phenergan.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14. Proud Aussie.