I find that often people with AP fall into one of two categories- super neat/tidy/organised OR messy/chaotic/untidy:
Do you fall into either category?
I am very messy. My room is organised chaos. My clothes, shoes, books, bags, belts, junk etc are strewn all over my room. I can find what i want, but at the same time, i KNOW its not right to live this messy, to be this untidy, sometimes it makes me feel edgy and suffocated, but every time i do a huge cleanup, it lasts maybe a week... i hate it when people point it out to me. I DO enjoy an organised, tidy room, but ive been trying for years and i just cant do it! i cant!
im lazy and i admit it. i also dont have enough storage space. however i need to throw ALOT of stuff out and pass on clothes to goodwill etc. im going to spend the next month doing a huge cleanup while my parents are overseas- give them a nice surprise when they return.. and hopefully keep it up for MY sake.
How about you?
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOS, Chronic E.N.T and Upper respiratory tract infections, Reactive Arthritis, GERD, IBS, Glandular fever, Migraines, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, PTSD, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, tinnitus, low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic. Nexium. Phenergan.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14. Proud Aussie.