I am so sorry all this has happened to you. No wonder your anxiety is up, mine would be too. I am also sorry that your own father could treat you like that. Can you contact your doctor and get something to help calm you some? I wish I had some wise advice to give you that would help you feel better, but unfortunately I don't. Please come here and talk to us anytime you need, we will always be here for you.
Hugs to you,
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Anxiety/Panic Forum
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission.
*Every tomorrow has two handles. We can take hold of it by the handle of anxiety, or by the handle of faith"*