I am praying for you and I think you have a right to be scared but try to take it one step at a time. I have gone step by step through my sister's ovarian cancer with her and she is 2 weeks post op now and doing well.
When she got off the airplane on 8/13 she was in complete system failure and I thought they would rush her to surgery.......but it was 6 months of chemo and many tests and medications and now she has had the surgery and her outlook is good. She is a stage IV ovarian cancer.
I feel like I have watched a miracle unfold as I truly never thought she would come this far and now we are celebrating the power of prayer and the great strides that have been made in medicine.
Please know we are all here and praying for you. Just keep on talking to us. Let out the feelings.
I will be praying for you! You will feel so much better after you have all this done even though it's scary right now. Good luck and let us all know how you are this week.
Lots of HUGS
Don't get caught up in anticipatory anxiety. No getting stuck on the merry-go-round of what if's?. Kick that stinkin thinkin to the curb and stay in the moment.
You have made your decision and don't try to out guess yourself. I hope your Mom can be with you and remember your God is watching over you.
Gentle hugs and prayers for you,
They probably gave you Ativan whcih is for anxiety. Just remember we are all with you 100% and the kudos and prayers keep on coming.