I am truly sorry about your mother, and my heart goes out to you. I know just how difficult losing a loved one is, and to watch my mom try to cope is even harder. I will keep you in my prayers.
Thank you for your kind words, I think you are right, I do need to give this doctor a chance and try to keep an open mind, it's just hard with my past bad experiences...but I will try!
I am abou to walk out the door to drive to my appointment (if i can get my legs to work)...I will let you know how it turns out.
My sympathies are with you and now, grab all the hugs I am sending you and just put one foot in front of the other........you will make it through the Doctors appointment and we will be right here waiting for you to get back home.
My prayers are with you.