Hey, Austin, hang in there!
That kind of anxiety happens to a lot of us. I have bad health anxiety, and your post reminded me of how even when I was pretty young, I'd worry myself into a frenzy about
health tests for loved ones. Try to trust that the doctors you and your family encounter are doing their very best to take care of you.
Do you have any techniques that work to help you when you're feeling anxious? I try deep breathing, but I don't practice it enough. It does help, but it's so much better when you practice during times that you're not stressed. Then you can tell yourself during an anxiety attack that you do have the tools to cope, while you're actually using them.
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