Oh junebug...I am so so sorry. Maybe there is a bit of comfort that he died in your arms. I pray that happens when Vesta goes as she starts shaking the minute we pull into vets parking lot. I know how sad you are. Our pets are family members. I am thinking of you and sending you hugs and love. Buster isn't suffering anymore and his spirit will always be with you.
I am so sorry for you loss and I know how much your pet meant to you. I have had to put my oldest Doberman to sleep about 3 weeks ago so I understand you pain.
Genlte hugs to you my dear lady,
I wrote to you on my post but just want to tell you I am thinking of you and know how badly you feel. Please take care, my love, and know that we will both get through this. We have to pick up Vesta's ashes next week. I hope it helps....don't know.