Your still feeling the rush of all that you have been through lately so take a deep breath and know you will be ok.
Let go of the anxiety, you don't need it. Don't start to anticipate the bad stuff....................stay in the moment.
Have you ever read The Anxiety & Phobia Workbook, Fourth Edition, Pass Through Panic: Freeing Yourself from Anxiety and Fearby: Claire Weekes?
You may want to pick up that workbook and give it a try. Many people have had great success with it.
Take care and remember we are here for you.