Allestaria..I know what heath anxiety can do. I suffer from it terribly. I have been told for so long that all my problems are anxiety or fibro related that I don't go to the doctor anymore. I am 63 years old and 'things' are going to start happening that aren't related to these two conditions. I look at every lump and bump with such scutiny it drives my husband crazy. I don't have health insurance as we lost it when we moved out of state so I can't run to the doctor anymore for every little thing...which I guess is good. And let's face it...you probably are to young to remember the 'old days' when you went to a doctor for a sore throat, he gave you an antibiotic and you went on your way. No more of that. They are so afraid of law suits they want blood work, scans...a bazillion dollars worth of testing. I can't afford to do that so like you, I run the other way. My last set of blood work was $1100.
Please don't worry, my friend. Anticipatory anxiety is worse than what we go through actually having the procedure done. If you need to have the tumors/cysts removed then just take a deep breath and realize how much better you will feel when it is over. I have been where you are at a million times..I'm an old broad!
Take care and try not to anticipate the worst.