I know life seems so unfair at times like these and it is hard to find any hope but keep on believing that things will get better and never give up or give in. I believe in you and I know you are strong even thow right now you don't feel very tough.
Anything you can do to generate some income? Sometimes taking some temporary work is an option. Do you have a agency to sign on with that places you in day to day jobs?
My thoughts are with you.
Machelle im so sorry things are rough right now. You are in my thoughts and prayers, and you are strong. Hang in there-
sending you (((((((hugs))))))))))) from down under