April, Allestaria said everything perfectly, so all i will say is you are on the journey of the healing process.
The journey can seem daunting and the destination unreachable. However if you take it literally one day at a time and give yourself a chance, you will make it! we are alll here for you. I wish i could remove your pain and anxiety, you are doing so well though, 7 days is an achievement! May i ask what meds you are on? I hiope they are helping, finding the right balance can be so tricky.
Im sending the peace and love to you in bucket fulls. stay with us and let us help where we can- we understand.
Thinkng of you April- how are you doing?
Love and blessings,