I am so sorry you are having this increase in anxiety/panic. May I ask how long you have had Crohn's? Also what do you do when you are working re your "bathroom" issues.
I know we have several members with Crohn's here in the forum and I am sure you will hear from someone.
I feel the same as you, when I am working and busier the anxiety is less. The more time I have on my hands the easier it is for the anxiety to creep in.
You have my prayers.
I am glad you have a job that can accomodate your Crohn's Disease. I have a hubby with Crohn's so I understand a lot of the disease aspects. He has had Crohn's for 33 years and has been through some of your same problems.
Please do take your Klonopin before you head out as Nanners suggested and I hope you enjoy your son's games. I use my med as needed to ward off anxiety too. Gentle Hugs to you