Do you have any of the fast acting anxiety meds such as Xanax, Klopin or Ativan you can take? I think you've got yourself all worked up, and might need some help to calm down. Can you take a home pregnancy test to check? Is my understanding correct your not even late yet, just worrying about it happening? Condoms aren't 100% but their odds are still pretty good for protection. Try to stay in the moment and not worry so much about the what if's.
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Crohns Disease and Anxiety/Panic Forum
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, Calcium w/Vit D, and Xanax as needed for my anxiety. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, Osteoarthritis, and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission, but my joints are going crazy!
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