I hope you're all as well as you can be.
For some time now i have reverted back to an old fear i had years ago. I don't know how i got over it before but now it's back and i can't seem to shake it off.
I hope someone can tell me i'm not alone.....or maybe i am....here goes.
I have a deep fear of a world war or some kind of world stopping event where we're going to be transported Mad Max kind of a place, a breakdown in society or something.
It'll be back to the law of the land and whoever draws first wins, only the fittest will survive. I get panicky about army tanks pulling up outside, separating me from my husband and never seeing him again.
I feel the need to stash water, canned foods and camping epuipment etc, i feel so silly even writhing this but it's a real fear and gets me worked up sometimes.
I try to keep myself fit and strong which is hard as i have chronic pain problems and have just injured myself again trying to work out so i'ii be able for battle.
Am i going mad or what.
BikeBoo, biking with my boo since 1999
Of all the things i've lost, i miss my mind the most! But it has its advantages!
Fibro, spinal arthritis and all that goes with it.