You are in my thoughts and prayers at this most difficult time. Could you see your doc about getting some 'emergency' anti anxiety meds like Allestaria suggested? They may help tide you over through the roughest parts.
Again, I am so sorry and am at a loss as to what to say in the face of such overwhelming sadness. please know i care-
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Please do seek professional advice and if you do not have a trust relationship with your PCP please do find a new Physician. I truly feel you need someone to talk to and a therapist is a great way to go as this person is there just for you.
I am glad to hear your daughter and granddaughter are doing better. Now it is time for you to take care of you. Only you can do that so do seek help.
I wish you peace,