Hi all... me again, feelin' depressed tonight and dumb :(
Vicodin I was addicted to, three 750 mg pills a day for a year so far... still am, but today I'm not taking it... and it's difficult, I'll tell you... without it, life feels dense and crappy *which is pitiful* to me, vicodin was like my alcohol in a pill form I've come to realize... sigh... I'm a pure loser it seems that can't ... grasp his life....... wow. Wow. A bad day in self esteem day, I am a follyful pathetic mortal.
You all may remember I'm an alcoholic who has had a tough time kicking that even though I have *like 54 days now :)* yet I just feel like, am I CURSED because I felt so high and great from the drug? *Vicodin for example*
well, sorry to bother you all. good day.
"Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh and I will cry. Happiness I cannot feel, and love to me is so unreal."-Loony from Rings of Power
Medications on: Zoloft-50mg daily-For Depression
Darvocet-3 Pills a day-Pain
Xanax-3mg a day-For Anxiety