Hello all, sorry to bother again, I know you all want me to go to rehab/etc... but... wow... my mother took it all away today *Vicodin wise*, and that was it. It's over, I can never take it again after I've been taking it for over a year... now I have to go through the withdrawals when we were originally going through a weening process... cutting down from 3 pills to 2 and a half, then 2, and today was going to be 1.5 then my former stepfather lied about giving me Vicodin while it was really Ibuprofen but I noticed the pills were incorrect and he could care less *lovely support system I have* so basically... I must proceed, it is over, and I AM VERY GLAD TRULY ... I just cannot believe I am so addicted to the HIGH feeling it can give, that truly is the pitiful part of it! Oh well.......
"Make a joke and I will sigh, and you will laugh and I will cry. Happiness I cannot feel, and love to me is so unreal."-Loony from Rings of Power
Medications on: Zoloft-50mg daily-For Depression
Darvocet-3 Pills a day-Pain
Xanax-3mg a day-For Anxiety