Hi, my name is Paige and I'm 18 years old. I have an extrememly similar story to yours! There are some things in your post, that we aren't supposed to talk about in the forum. It will probably get edited by a moderator sometime soon. But I would really love it if you emailed me and I can talk to you about it via email. I'm sorry if you email me today and I don't get back until tonight, because my sundays are busy. You can also find it if you click on my SN here, because it'll lead you to my information that I allow to be posted on here. Or you can search under memebers to find it as well. You are NOT going crazy, and you will start to get better. Also, the outer body experience, search depersonalization and derealization. You'll be surprised, I promise. Please send me an email and we can discuss some things there :) I promise, you are going to be okay, even though it is EXTREMEMLY difficult to believe. I never ever thought that I was going to get any better.
Much love and God Bless
Edit: Hey Paige, I took out your email addy. This is to protect your security and identity. It is in your profile so only members can see it and it won't be picked up by search engines from there.
Good post. Hugs to you,
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 11/22/2009 11:36:55 AM (GMT-7)