he's my rock, and the most stable part of my life for the past few months while i've been battling serious anxiety and depression. We've spent no more than 24 hours apart at the most and i took a trip to visit my cousin in New York for the holidays. ill be gone for 9 days, i know that isn't long but i'm having serious anxiety as far as how to deal with being apart from him for this long, and its only the first day. i know it isnt healthy to feel dependent on a person this much, but i'm helplessly in love with him and i'm having a hard time being away from him. please help!