Thanks Melinda, I'm not quite sure what dp is but I know the derealization is definetly taking its effect on me. I'll lose track of what day it is multiple times within a day, time never seems to move, and I feel like Im just walking around in a fog. And yes I'm seeing a Therapist that diagnosed me with depression/anxiety disorder. But when I was walking the mall I was just so confused, I couldn't take in everything that was going on around me. I've walked through malls a hundred times before and never felt this way, I began to panic that I wasn't thinking clearly. I was just walking through the mall and just felt completely confused and lost, was looking for the quickest way out.
Also what is it that makes me feel completely empty? When I first started having these bad anxiety/panic attacks I was being flooded with a million negative and bad thoughts, maybe the Cymbalta is kicking in now and stopping them but lately I haven't really been thinking of anything. Come to think of it, thats what I think of most of the time, NOTHING. I feel like a zombie, I have no reaction to anything. I don't get happy ever, I'm never excited, I barely feel any kind of emotion except for when I try and figure out why I'm so lost and confused all the time, which normally triggers a panic attack. So my solution has been to cope with this lately, just sit around and be a zombie. Seems like the best way so far, and hope my mind sparks back up and into gear somehow.