exactly! I had been doing so well recently, but today was just a disaster. Mine is always really really bad at night. I dont really know why, but I do know that I hate to go to sleep, but at the same time, I always fall asleep and oversleep sometimes. My dreams have been getting alot more vivid recently, though, and I don't like that at all. Today, I have definitely been feeling alot of derealization, and I keep crying for no reason. Although, Aunt Flow is visiting me for the next few days, so that may have some effect. But its always comforting, but sad to know that other people know how I feel.