Can definitely relate to isolation, though I think it is not a good thing, because when I do get out and interact with a positive outcome, I feel better. Sometimes I think we surround ourselves with the wrong kind of people, people that do judge us or are so self-centered they cannot relate to another person. I do not have panic attacks but I have high anxiety, one PDoc told me I was Bipolar, not really sure about that one, sometimes I get depressed but not too often. I have never had success with the different meds I have been put on over the years, I react very negatively, really they make me worse. Currently I am on 1 mil Xanax a day, have been trying to taper down the dose but it gets very very uncomfortable. I work a full time job but other than that I just go home, lately home is not a very happy place either, I feel lost, lonely and confused. I try to stay focused on the positive in my life and I am very grateful, just feeling kind of empty lately..............such is life!
So glad you got a computer, I know that does help you connect and have some fun along the way. This is a great forum, I have always found companionship and reassurance here, I hope you do as well.
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