no one need reply just feel like taking stuff out.. since i dont think theres anyone in my life who truly cares about
me and my issues.. all my life ive loved to listen to others, help when i can, but when ppl dont even care to listen when i need to talk.. well thats just darn right rude and im a human being too with feelings and emotions that i need to get out and express to.. just coz i may have gone through different things or stuff most wouldnt understand i still have a right to be heard, im sick of being the listener all the time. just felt so sick today feel like im gonna work myself into a fever soon.. i dunno, why do ppl have to be so difficult these days.. maybe its where i live, maybe i just dont belong here, the place just seems to be filled with alot of selfish fake ppl. nobody wants to reach out anymore, lets all just hide behind computers, (dont get me wrong it can help a great deal at times)..im just saying ppl need contact and love and caring.. and talking and listening, where has that gone to these days? (i think i was born in the wrong generation) forget counsellers/pysc what we need is real friendships, and just real unconditional love for each other as strangers and human beings.. ppl would be so much better off. so is this it? is this life? im sick of stalling in life i just want to get through to that other side.. which at least i have been going in that direction for a little while.. i was almost there "yet again" (ok i got distracted now ive lost the flow of what i was saying) but i think everyone pretty much gets it. Just someone to listen.. who isnt selfish.. real caring ppl, im just so over living this way.. in this place, i hate living here.. i really do. Peace everyone. perhaps ill post my actual lastest issue.. that might help take the edge of too. thanks anyone who actually read this whole thing.
Post Edited (oldsoul84) : 8/12/2010 5:44:20 AM (GMT-6)